Car Confessions #2 - It's Still Hard , but I'm Committed!
Well, it ain't easy being green or it seems, doing Pilates. But, guess what?
I didn't give up!
Wow, it's a lot, and I haven't gotten to the, "wow, I really love to work out!" stage yet. I've been promised that's coming, but I'm not there yet. So, it was hard.
It's really hard. I'm not gonna lie to you. I said I was gonna be really honest here. And Pilates is hard, and I am in the intro class.
I am being provided three months of classes in exchange for an honest reflection of my Journey.
All opinions are my own. It is my Universe, after all.
But, I know that it's doing me good.
So while I'm not going to say I enjoy it yet, I may, at some point, come to enjoy it. Right now, I'm not there, but I do know that I am doing good.
I am. I can feel that, like, especially the triceps. Goodbye, second wave. I am happy for that.
And, I know that working my core with my dysautonomia is important, so I'm glad for that. And I can tell that Pilates really does work my core. But I am telling you the truth, and I am learning, and I know that this will be good for me.
So yeah. So that's car confessions number 2. ▪ Still hard. Still counting the minutes and waiting for the hard work and the pain to stop, but also still committed because I know that I am doing good.